where do we go from here??
Nov. 8th, 2001 06:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bellechoseeven though that song was from buffy the musical, i keep hearing the song madonna sang in evita. i woke up humming to it. weird, no?
well, i survived yesterday when i thought i wouldn't. it's been so stressful lately that i donno how much longer i can take it. my writer's block disappeared, i took my bio test and my calc teach changed our calc test to friday. by the way, take a look at my calc page, i think it looks nifty. hehe :P
also, i got an unexpectant suprise: a phone call from my bestfriend, cza. i've missed her so much and she decided to call me yesterday to talk. we've both been busy and kinda growing apart since we live so far from one another and can't really get together all that often. when we make time to go out with a group of friends, something always comes up, either with her or with us. we talked til about 1 in the morn about everything and i'm glad to get out everything that was building up inside. recently, i've been frustrated with almost everything at school...friends, work, the faculty. cza feels alienated because she believes that she's not good enough for the school she's in and has no friends.... i am alienated by my friends. we realized our lives are very similar when all along we thought that they were total opposites. lots of epiphanies yesterday.
it's only thursday :(
jw
well, i survived yesterday when i thought i wouldn't. it's been so stressful lately that i donno how much longer i can take it. my writer's block disappeared, i took my bio test and my calc teach changed our calc test to friday. by the way, take a look at my calc page, i think it looks nifty. hehe :P
also, i got an unexpectant suprise: a phone call from my bestfriend, cza. i've missed her so much and she decided to call me yesterday to talk. we've both been busy and kinda growing apart since we live so far from one another and can't really get together all that often. when we make time to go out with a group of friends, something always comes up, either with her or with us. we talked til about 1 in the morn about everything and i'm glad to get out everything that was building up inside. recently, i've been frustrated with almost everything at school...friends, work, the faculty. cza feels alienated because she believes that she's not good enough for the school she's in and has no friends.... i am alienated by my friends. we realized our lives are very similar when all along we thought that they were total opposites. lots of epiphanies yesterday.
it's only thursday :(
jw
