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[bellechose]

to further avoid my massive amounts of work, i've decided to update. there is so much pressure in my head that it feels like it is going to pop like a balloon. i've been in school for about 4-5 weeks now and things aren't going as i planned. i've been doing miserably. a week ago, i had 4 midterms, my relationship with david ended abruptly, and my car got towed. it's enough for anyone to contemplate suicide or running away. well, maybe just more of the later - i'm not a big fan of suicide. i'm seriously at the end of my rope, just fed up with everything and drained of energy, something is bleeding me dry of... something. i feel like nothing will get any better... really just hoping it would slightly.

wow. writing this all down isn't helping. everything seems so dark. i can't shake off everything and go on like i usually do.

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[pangduck.livejournal.com]

hey, omg, i totally feel for you bellechose. i'm pretty much in the same situation as you, although, i'd rather not go into detail right now. um, like, so many things are going wrong right now, i'm in the midst of some big-ass exams, and there doesn't seem to be a shoulder to cry on. just look forward to the next vacation or over the weekend, just take one day to drive out and do something fun and just for you.

but yeah, pressure, depression, etc., it happens to the best of us.