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happy birthday elwood! i know i've said it already but pshh, this is my first birthday post. wish i were there to celebrate with ya.
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i detest it when people call each other 'baby.' 'baby' this, and 'baby' that. it makes me want to vomit. oh and use 'muah' and -_- sparingly please!

jeez.
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i miss the excitement of building a fort out of blankets and stools and spending the night in it with my cousins. i remember making one out of wool blankets, but it got so hot that we couldn't stay the rest of the night in it. i can't remember the last time the five of us got together to do something like that.
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ngaw lo po mm hi yen: 'my wife isn't human' is my favorite chinese movie. i have to remember that when someone asks me, i always draw a blank whenever someone puts me on the spot like that.

sometimes english just sucks. and so does pinyin.
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i wonder how joe's doing. probably eating some poor rabbit named fluffy.
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this weekend should be fun and relaxing. tomorrow (um, later this morning) i'll start driving to houston where i'll meet up with my parents - who are on their way from mcallen, gran and cousins for dim sum and tea. afterwards, we're buying me a car. i'm getting a black honda civic, but i wish i were getting a vw jetta instead. in the long run, i think the civic will be better for me, they seem more reliable. heh, i feel like an aZn stereotype. if all goes well and i don't have any accidents, i'm going to go swimming for the first time in almost a year. in the evening, we'll pop some firecrackers in the boonies somewhere because it's illegal to do so in our area. well, they can do that...i'll just play with the sparklers and take pictures.

saturday will probably be spent with my parents and uncle chen's family eating dim sum in the morning and watching 28 days later and legally blonde two with linh and cza in the afternoon. yay.

well, i'm off to go take a shower. it's been a long day despite the fact that i only went to linguistics in the morning, napped, did laundry, and watched 'the love letter' for the rest of the day. that was one adorable movie.
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At last
my love has come along
my lonely days over
and life is like a song

Ooh At last
the skies above are blue
well my heart was wrapped up in clover
the night I looked at you

I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known

well

You smile
you smile
oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven
for you are mine at last

I found a dream
that I could speak to
a dream that I
could call my own
I found a thrill
to press my cheek to
a thrill that I have never known

well

You smile
you smile
oh and then the spell was cast
and here we are in heaven
for you are mine at last

ooo yea
you are mine
you are mine
at last
at last
at last
at last

...i wake up each morning with a song playing in my head. this morning it was 'independent' by kelly clarkson. the day before it was a justin timberlake song. i know, shocking song choices but you've got to admit, they do sing well. tonight, it's etta james.

there is such a deep void in my life.
oh, how i long for you.
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the bags under my eyes feel heavy and my eyes want to roll back into my head.
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well, i was wrong to have damned the fifth harry potter book in one of my previous entries. i've been sitting up since 2 am reading and i've finished it, finally. i don't know what to say other than that i absolutely loved it, it's perhaps the best book out of the whole series but honestly, i don't remember all of the other novels so i'll probably go back and reread them again. it was so worth the drive to houston. the sorcerer's stone has been playing in the background for quite sometime now. i've been keeping it on cause i need the company and i haven't bothered to put in another dvd.

on another note, my toe has finally healed. since my little accident last weekend - when i went to houston just to swim, only to have my toe scraped (and my nail broken off) right after i got to the pool and remembered that i had left my goggles at home - i've had to soak my foot in epsom salt solution everyday as instructed by terrie's anorexic nurse friend. my foot looked absolutely horrible when it got scraped up, i was kinda proud of it in a way, though i don't know why. it's probably because i knew i had been stupid to wear flip flops while riding my little cousin's bike. i don't seem to feel bad about making mistakes in front of my family anymore - i don't know if this is a good or bad thing. aunt dripped some green solution under my nail to stop the blood from gushing out even more while i sat mesmerized by the massive amounts of blood. i haven't seen this much blood in real life since i witnessed my cousin's birth a couple of years ago.

i've lost interest or maybe energy to type more so this is the basic run down of what happened the last two weekends before i forget (which is really the main reason why i want to keep a journal - so i don't forget): 062122 rollerbladed (terrifying!) with terrie and geri, got toe scraped up - watched the english patient, finally watching it's entirety. 062829 didn't go to the concert with mark, instead, watched charlie's angels: full throttle with thao, spent saturday with linh watching cha:ft again, went shopping at west oaks. sunday: took gran to wellfarm's, linda and tri to first colony, bought zelda, and waited for gran's gahli hungrily. all a bunch of rubbish i know, but it is after all, 5:40 in the morning and i haven't slept all night.

must finish hw and go to class in two hours... and then take a five hour nap...

get down!

Jun. 28th, 2003 12:53 am
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linguistics
the view
napped 5hrs
read harry potter
backdated some jw entries
charlies angels with thao thao
washed dishes.

it's been a good day.
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there's nothing like sitting down with a good book and listening to night traffic.

crystal and adam have finally arrived, they were dining with my parents at the restaurant when i called. i'm eager to hear about their plans to stay here since they've been hastily pushed out of hong kong by their parents because of sars. 'sudden asian racism syndrome.' shouldn't the parents come too? they are more at risk than their children? to think they've left their little jazz honda (with the driver's seat on the right side, how cool is that?) and their apartment building/shopping mall, it's so saddening.

mom's still angry at me, or really, hurt. ever since i told her of my plan to work for the world health organization and move to france (do they have a headquarters there?) she's been refusing to talk to me. 'i don't call you because i have nothing to say.' ok, lady-who-calls-me-just-because-she's-bored. i've become to depend on her calls at night lately and when she doesn't, i automatically go into worried daughter mode. i don't know why i think i can help them or keep them out of harms way, they aren't senile or anything. oh well, c'est la vie. she'll start talking to me again. she already knows my plans, why was she so shocked by them last night? i guess i'll wait until my junior year to go to lyon. it'll give me time to get rid of my american accent.

i think terrie is going to stand me up again, we have plans to go bike shopping on friday. she's going make plans with stephen but he's going to break her heart again by not showing up or not calling days afterwards. i don't like this guy, he's insensitive and too indecisive when it comes to their relationship. if she stands me up for this sad excuse for a man, i'm going to the concert with mark. i've been dying to do something else other than studying or lounging around the apartment. i'm getting so fed up with my summer courses - today's a perfect example. saturday's reserved for 'charlie's angels: full throtle' and '28 days later.' sunday's reserved for hp.

joe: our instructor is so funny, he'll be giving us a briefing and all of a sudden a random slide of a bunny will pop up and he'll scream "BAMMM! that's you're number one emeny, KILL THEM ALL!"

poor bunnies...
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i've had such a horrible day. lab was a fucking joke. i ran around like a chicken with it's head cut off trying to get my lab done which was supposed to be easy, but after rinsing a pipette everything was shot to hell. i forgot to add phenothapwhateverthecrapitscalled into my solutions after breaking the pipette (the damn thing slipped out of the device that was supposed to be holding it) and using up all my unknown solution. i managed to finish the damn lab, thank god my ta's a sweetheart. thank god cherilyn was there to help me keep calm. matt waited for me to finish and told me i could turn in my lab late without taking points off. i will never make another comment about his intelligence again, after all, he was the one who pointed out that i probably didn't add phenosafjasldfjlsa to the solutions. so after lab, i walked all the way to the bus stop and waited for 30 @#$%^& minutes for the fa bus to come while standing in the shadow of a lamp post. don't they know it's about 102 degrees outside and there isn't any shade?! yeah, the lampost doesn't offer much of any. i gave up and walked to the rr stop but it didn't come either so i started running down to the law school for the fa bus to pick me up (it had the gall to come!). the bus driver saw me running and stopped for me. i forgive him but i still hate that bus stop. i hate the weather. I HATE TEXAS. i hate coming home and peeling off my clothes because they're completely drenched in sweat.

i thought i was so on top of things. i knew one day all this would catch up to me. !@#$%^&*. damn it.
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i have always thought that my pinkies were uneven, that my left pinky was shorter than the right one. it turns out that all the other fingers on my left hand were slightly longer than ones on my right. mystery solved.
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harry potter be damned, i'm not driving my ass to houston just so i can pick you up when gran isn't even in town (why is she in mcallen?!). you're just gonna have to wait til next week ... when 28 days later and charlie's angel comes out and linh's off of work. or maybe i'll just ask my cousin... to drop by cza's house...

i am such a dork.
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it really hurts to know that you're not liked by your bestfriend's mom, especially when you've been friends with her daughter ever since you can remember. i don't even know if that's true but if she won't even let you stay over one night... well it means something, doesn't it? it'll be about 10 years now since we've been friends. it seems like as long as i'm in austin, the situation will only get worse.

i don't know what to do.
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han: holy crap1
Auto response from bella scarf: 8:30 - 10 today!
han: r u there?
han: son of the beach! well, hi from france and i will be back for classes on the 14 of july!
han: bon journée!
han signed off at 9:41:04 AM.

aw, i really miss her.
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yes, keen eddie, linguistics homework, and lab write ups were a bad mix indeed. so...i'm signing off and turning off my computer
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question: do you floss before or after you brush?
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